So this whole being positive to myself concept is already extremely different. I have an extreme problem with body envy. It's to the point where I can't even look at another person without comparing myself to them. I feel guilty every time I eat something that isn't a fruit, vegetable, whole grain, or lean piece of meat. I really just want to love myself and be happy, but it's like I forgot how to.
Sometimes I feel like I'm living in a fish bowl; everyone's eyes peeling back the layers of me, making me exposed and vulnerable to their judgements. I need to just stop caring. It's becoming self destructive and making me progress further into unhealthy habits.
If people don't like that I post pictures of my healthy meals, well then they don't have to look at them. I need to do what I need to do to stay active and healthy. Not only in my body, but in my mind.
P.S. I only post on days I work out! So if you don't hear from me daily, that's why.
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